This sketch and concept reflect an idea deeply tied to my anxiety, offering a visual representation of how it feels and manifests for me. In a moment of angst, I began to wonder: what might my anxiety look like if I gave it a design? How could I give that design a sense of feeling and texture? These questions became the driving force behind this piece.
I started by attempting to communicate my anxiety using line work, letting each stroke express the tension and unease I experience. From there, I shifted my focus to specific elements of my anxiety, asking myself: What areas feel heavier, demanding more detail and intensity? What aspects can be conveyed with a simpler line and open space? This contrast helped me explore the complexity of my emotions and how they flow in different moments.
The process of creating this sketch and rough concept was incremental, unfolding step by step. I approached it with an open mind, constantly revisiting and reworking the lines, design, and the surrounding space. Each revision allowed me to refine the balance between chaos and calm, weight and lightness, reflecting the layered nature of my anxiety.
Ultimately, this piece became more than a visual expression; it was a way to externalize and better understand my internal struggles. It’s an ongoing exploration of how anxiety feels to me—both in its overwhelming complexity and its quieter, subtler moments.
